Sleepless

A sleepless night.. I guess this would not be the only sleepless night..

Restless, uneasy, blanket by fear.. I just hope everything will be alright..

Right at this time, since I could nt even sleep a wink, I could onli endure my hunger.. Hoping to catch a hint of sunlight soon.. Another new day.. Life goes on.. There is onli, forward to go...

The numbness, not the first.. However I hope it will be my last.. Words that are so familiar, seemed like just moments ago, I heard it twice, back-to-back, just last night, I have heard it, for the third time.. Different individuals, but the similar words with the same meanings.. When will this cycle of broken promises, heartaches and the end to a beginning will ever end? I guess not.. Becos, it is just the way life goes.. A circle.. A cycle..

I know it is onli me to be blamed..

Every beginning has an ending, every meeting has a parting, though there are some that might have incomplete state at the moment, one day, as life always has its ways, the pieces will be rejoined...

Again and again I fall, when will I ever this? I guess never..

Right and wrong, black and white, every thing has its opposite.. And those in the middle are either losts, miracles, exceptions, or simply just stuck ups..

Who am I to judge, this life..

I am nt anticipating the end to my life, I am just looking forward in unlocking my own future..

I used to:-

May I know the truth in the existence of forever?